Wanna be happy?

 I’m going to start this post without any cute and sentimental words… First of all, it’s always been difficult for me to write an introduction and secondly, I would like just to talk with you.

 Today when I was writing a meaningless lecture about “Civil Defense”, I was thinking about two things:

1. I don’t understand what the "coefficient of radiation absorption" means and why I have to learn that,

2. I’m so happy to live this life and I feel so great to know all these awesome people sitting with me and writing the same nonsensical lecture.

 And all these lucid thoughts came to my head because I understood one thing, which I want to share with you - It’s really cool not to care about the little and insignificant things that maybe once concerned you and just to live your life without thinking about past and wondering what the future holds for you. Well, I’ll try to be more specific.

 Have you ever been afraid of something but had the courage to look straight at your “fear” and move forward? Have you ever closed your eyes when you had one of those stressful days and kept believing in tomorrow and kept trusting yourself? I’m pretty sure most of you know how it feels when your inside world is falling apart... and if with all these you kept thinking big, then congratulations... you’re totally positive for me ;) But if you haven’t then I should tell you something I've learnt.

 We can all talk about our problems and tell what freaks us out and how we screwed up. We can talk about the things we did wrong, complain about our life and try to find out the reason our life is not so wonderful. And if you often feel this way but you really want to be happy and enjoy your life then be more easy-going, go outside, hang out with your friends, listen to good music, watch a movie with your family, laugh at your Statistics professor's "funny" jokes or read funny and sometimes weird statuses on Facebook..(the last one is the easiest because I bet you’re on FB right now :P)  But if you’re sitting right now, reading my blog and you're a bit lazy to do all these… then scroll up and read the first point (6^th line) and you’ll realize how great your life is comparing to mine. YAY! :P

Hyacinth

 Today is the Women's Day in all post Soviet Union countries! Congratulations to all the women... doesn't matter if they live in former USSR or not. You are awesome! :)
 For me, women are the most powerful and strong creatures in the world.
 For me, the woman who gave birth is more heroic than a soldier who fought in a war.
 For me, my mom's smile is more precious than all the expensive gifts in the world.
 So, everyone who is reading this post... Let's do this. After finishing your reading, please, go to your mom, sister, granny, girlfriend or call them and tell them how thankful you are for having them in your life. It'll be more appreciated than anything else.
 For me, this day is one of the most beautiful and unique ones because it's our day, girls! ;)
 Enjoy this day and have lots of fun! You are all beautiful in your own way! <3
 P.S. Hyacinth is a flower I gave to my mom today :)

Whatever you are, be a good one.........

 Sometimes it happens that we don’t know what we want from life... I’m sure it happened with you too. You can’t find yourself and all you can do is to stay in the same place in the case when you wanted to run and catch your dreams. You try to do possibly everything to become someone who deserves what you want to have and not just get that.

 Do you know what I mean? It’s like being, for example, a teacher who screams at students and is totally inhumane. You should do something you deserve and like, something that’s yours and belongs only to you because there is no one alive who is Youer than You.

 That’s why when an opportunity comes into your life, you should catch the right moment, keep it close to you and never let go. Don’t be scared of losing because every loss will lead you to something good… don’t be scared to try because every try teaches you to be strong and don’t give up because you never know what would happen if you took that chance. Just keep trying even if there is no hope.

 “First they ignore you, then they laugh at you, then they attack you, then you win” ~ Mahatma Gandhi.

  So, don’t lose the belief in yourself and always keep thinking big.

Confession

 So, I was thinking how to start my blog... Actually, I had the idea of blogging for a long time but I never really had time or the enthusiasm to start it. I've titled my blog "Unsaid" because I usually don't like talking about things which I'm going to post here... I mean about things that concern me, my feelings and how I see life in general. Well, I'm ready now and, as it's my first post, I would like to tell you a little about me.

 I'm Ani and I'm 17. I don't want to get deep into my biography... I think it's not that important.

 I'm a student in the French University of Armenia studying Management, though I really would like to major in Journalism or Psychology. I was an exchange student in Bath, Maine, USA (FLEX '10) and all the people with whom I had the chance to spend that amazing year made an impact in my life. 

 I have the best family ever and awesome friends all over the world. In people I value their honesty, sense of humor, kindness and clearness of purpose. I love when people smile and they mean it. I hate hypocrisy and duplicity.

 I'm living a simple but meaningful life... Well, I hope so :P I've been down and disappointed like most of you but I'm trying to never give up because the end is the new beginning.

 So, today I was talking to a very good friend of mine and I told her about my idea of blogging and she told me that if I knew myself better, it would help a lot for my future posts. She gave me the same question 6 times, and every time I was supposed to answer in a different way. The question was "Who are you?" It took me nearly 30 minutes to answer.. :P :D So my answers were... 1. Your friend  2. An optimist  3. A dreamer  4. A devoted person who forgives everyone  5. A patriot  6. A happy person... 

 So her conclusions were... "There are things that you would like to have but you don't really struggle for it because you think everything will work out for you in the end. You are ready to do everything for your friends even though sometimes you regret about things you did. You always look forward and try to find something good in life." Try to answer to this question and really think a little who you are... just for yourself and for people who have a place in your life.

 Well, I don't want my blog to be just about me. It would be boring :P I'm going to share with you my thoughts and experiences, the way I feel about certain things and maybe you could  look at life through my perspective.

 Enjoy your reading!!! :)